So it's the last week of school holidays - and these are the days that I enjoy but also endure. I don't really get a chance to have time alone with Hayden on school holidays - mostly because I have other kids to looke after, because their parents have kindly offered to watch my kids, thus saving us a little bit of money by not taking them to vacation care....................I do love it when the others kids are here - they keep the kids busy and out of my hair so that I can do all the housely duties that seem to multiply on the days that I'm at work - but there is still that little piece inside of me that yearns to be able to have Hayden all to myself one day, much like the other days that I have with Thomas. I know all too soon that he'll be wanting me to drop him 10 houses down the street to go to parties, that he won't even acknowledge my presence if I see him with his friends at the shops, and of course there will be the day that he won't run up to me with glee when I collect him from whereever his adventurous day has taken him...............he'll never be this little agan, and I don't want to miss the fun parts cause I'm too busy being all grown up!!!
So I'm going to do what I can (instead of whining,) and put it out in the Universe - I would like to be able to have the best of both worlds - which I don't think is too much to ask!!! LOL
So I'm going to do what I can (instead of whining,) and put it out in the Universe - I would like to be able to have the best of both worlds - which I don't think is too much to ask!!! LOL
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